I am not sure what to blog about as there is so freaking much that has happened in the last week. Let's see, I've turned 29 (agghhhh!) and some information came out that has been exceedingly hard to deal with and it isn't my right to blog about what the details are. But that it is has shaken my very foundation and I've been forced to really take a deep long look at my life, my relationship, and where I see my future. I really can't believe that I'm 29. The kids keep growing. Jakey is 7 already!!! The baby is well still a baby but already, 13months old. The last time I wrote some journaling about my age was 25. I wrote it on myspace and I just read through it. Jess at 25 didn't see herself still struggling. There are tons of positive things that have happened and despite the bombshell of disturbing news, I wouldn't change it.
But I'm not going to let it keep me down or hold me back, I'm going to just keep swimming/chugging/trucking right along. I just finished my 2nd quarter, next week I start the 3rd quarter. On and on I go. I may have turned 29 but I was carded on Sunday when I went to see Safe House. Pretty darn sweet. Must be those Asian genes that help me look young. LOL.